zaman budak2

hye assalamualaikum..... hmm korang rindu x zaman childhood korang,mesti rindukan,same goes to me,ridu seh nk jadi bdk2 balik,x pyh nk pikir nk study sume nie,chill je hidup :D haha,klau pikir2 balik,lawak kn,byk giler sweet sour time knk2,hmm time knk2 ak gune base kite kamu,last ak gune bende ni time f1,masuk je f2 ak trus je tukar base aku kau je,nie sume sbb hariz syafiq nie,dia ni mmg beruk thp cipan la time f1 dulu,suke sgt ajuk ckp ak,akit2,"kite x kacau kamu pon",haha,bangang2,tapi thanks jugaklakan.dulu skit2 mesti report kt mak ckp brg hilang apelaa,pastu kalau gado mesti ckp kite xnk kwn kamu laa,kite bagitau mak kite,pastu2 klau kwn wat slh mesti ckp,aiyok,x tau or nnx,nnti Allah marah,hee,ak dulu time kecik2 xdela ayu sgt,haha ak siap pajat pokok lagi kot sbb ikot kezen ak esp kezen ak name dinie nie,deme sume laki,ak je pompuan,so ak pon join jela diorang kn,lari same2,main game same2,mkn same2,sng citer sume same2 la,rapat giler but now kitorang x rapat sgt dah sbb masing2 dah besa,sumpah rindu time dulu2,kan bagus klau ade mesin mase kan2 :D till now then,thanks 4 reading :>

sosadsosad

hye assalamualaikum...hehe,cpt2 jwb salam,klau x nnti dosa masuk api neraka,haha XD okeylaa,hanis sudah kembali yea dgn bende baru yg ingin disharekn kt korang2 yg sudi bace,heeee hmm,u guys phm x tajuk ak tu ape,klau phm bagus2 klau x phm meh sini cek habaq no,ceq tulis SO SAD which mean cek tgh sedih gilo2 nie,nk tau napo,meh sini cek cito no,sabaq2... citernye camni,once upon a time there was a lovely school named bainun which hidden in a lovely village in manjoi,haha,skolah nie exist lagi oke,dah hanis dah,toksah nk repek2. hmmm,as we know laa kan bile dah f4 n we got flying colours 4 PMR,4 sure laa kn kite fikir nk masuuk skolah mane plak esp 4 those in RK skuls or ordinary skuls,klau dah skul SBP or MRSM buat pe korang nk pikir nk masuk skolah mane plak kan,am i right??? hmm,ak pon ade mohon gak sbp n mrsm n unfortunatelly i did'nt get it laa,n i felt like i'm totally idiot,can u guys imagine hows my feeling when i heard that many of frenz get what they want,but 4 me,ilekkk ! hmmm,result tu kluar last friday,dlm mood ak yg hepy nk balik umah trus tukar moody tau x,1st,i didnt cry at all but after aida came to my dorm n she was crying n that's made me cried too,after that i call my mom coz i wanted 2 ask at what time did my aunt gonna take me,n u know what,she said that i didnt get sbp n mrsm,n that time jugaklaa i started to cry,my mom asked me what's wrong n my mouth was shut,i cant say anything,hmm,after calling2 tu trus ak pegi bilik rehat to calm myself but i just can't,ak cube dgr lagu mp tapi i was still crying,i was lucky coz that time there was nobody there,fuhh,n after that,i went to aida's dorm n i tell her i didnt get both of them,ak cube gaklaa control my feeling sbb my aunt will come in a ffew minutes,i can't let her know that i was crying,n luckily,she didnt notice that,hmm,sampai2 je rumah,my bro said "ana,kamu x dpt tawaran ke??",n i shouted to him "diam arr !1!",i quickly ran into my room n locked d door,i was crying like hell u know,about 1 hour lpstuu,i went 4 shower n performed zuhur's prayer,dlm doa ak lps habis solat,i started 2 cry again sampai ak leh tettido kt atas sejadah n still wearing telekung,n that evening,when my parents dah balik keje,they asked me psl tawaran tulaa,i said nothing,i just ran back to my room n yes i was crying :'( 4 d whole day,i was just like this pic

i had no mood to chit chatting with my mom like usual,i was just being in ny room n crying,sampai bengkak mate ak dibuatnye,ak on fb n my mom asked me"ana keluarlaa dari bilik tu,xnk sembang ngan mak ke,alaa,klau x dpt mane2 pon,stay kt bainun tu ok ape,dun worrylaa about ur spm,i know that u can do ur best,i trust u",hmm,menangis kot ak bace tuu,n after that ak kuatkn hati ak n ak xnk nanges dah,i need 2 be strong ,hmm alhamdulillah besoknye ak dah ok dah n mlm tu ak luahkn feelings ak dkt mak ak,thanks mom,ur d best mom that i ever have,i love u so much <3 hmmm,however,even my mom said that bainun was not that bad,i still want to move out from that skul,why??,becoz there's someone there that make's me feel bad about bainun,n only my frenz n i know who :] till now then,bubye n wish me luck for d 2nd intake,amin.....

beginning of f4

hye assalamualaikum.... lame kn ak x update post dkt blog nie,almaklumlahh,org duk asrama ler katekan :D,hmmm,dah lebih kurang 3 minggu dah ak kt bainun taun nie,for me,3 weeks just like 3 years u know,parah2,hari 1st biaselaa kan,f4 mane blaja lagi sbb kls x tentu lagi,nk kene dgr explaination from d teachers 1st n after that baru kite decide which class yg kite nk based on d subject yg kite minat,oke,since i want to be a doctor,mmg sahlaa kan ak akn ambik pure science,kat bainun,pure science ade 2 kls sbb subject nie mmg menjadi rebutan ramai,haha,mule2 ak nk ambik kls sigma,tapi tup2,kls s penuh ngan boys,huhhh,pelik2,slalunye boys mane suke pure sc sume nie sbb ade sub bio,they prefer LKJ most,tapi taun nie t'balik plak kan,girls yg ambik LKJ lagi ramai dari boys,so becoz of that,ak pon masuk laa kls miu,kat kls nie ade 5 org jejaka je tau,tuu baru best,girl's rules,haha XD,oke since i'm f4 now so ofcoz laa kn,no more geografi,kh sume tuu,fuhh lege ak x pyh nk blaja kh dah,alhamdulillah :> ,tapi masyaallah,kene plak ambik sub baru iaitu bio,kimia,fizik n last but not least matematik tambahan,fuhh,best2,mmg kering kpale otak ak dibuatnye,but d worst thing is batch ak kene start balik blaja sub dlm bm,ceittt,what the fish campo beruk sungguh laa,nie sume slh pembangkang nie,sape suruh bangkang ppsmi kan,xke bodoh tuu,tau nk nyusahkn hidup org je tau,sumpahh bangang ggggggg !!!!,pastu plak,yg ak x puas hatinye adelaa plak makhluk Allah keturunan PAS nie,bleh plak nk slhkn kerajaan psl bende niie,weiii,korang nie buta+bodo ke hape weii,x tau nk bezekn yg mane btul yg mane slh ker,ish3,so pitylaa u all nie kan,cisss,tgk,x psl2 dah masuk bab politik plak nie,cehhh,oke tujelaa kot kali nie,kang x psl2 ak melalut lagi nkkutok2 lagi nie,okey chowww :]