assalamualaikum...
dlm minggu nie aku asyik ingtkn opah ak jer,ak slalu fikir camne keadaan opah ak kat sane...
opah,smalam ana lwt kubur opah,opah dengar tak yg ana bace yasin tuk opah,opah,lps nie ana akn slalu bace yasin tuk opah ok...smalam time lwt opah,ana nmpak yg mate mak merah...kitorang sedeyh jer lwt opah,ana tgk kubur opah kecik jer jika nk dibandingkn dgn yg lain...
smalam mak citer kat ana mase mak pegi lwt opah mase hari sabtu haritu,tgn opah biru2,mak ckp tu sbb oksigen x sampai kat tgn opah,mak ckp gak yg opah asek pejam mate jer,opah x bukak langsung mate opah sedangkn opah sedar time tu,knape opah???opah xde ckp pape pon kecuali opah ckp yg opah rase sakit sgt...time mak pgang tgn opah,opah genggam tgn mak kuat2,mak ckp sampai hari nie mak still rase genggaman tgn opah...
mak ckp time hari khamis haritu,opah mogok mkn,knape opah buat camtu???
mak ckp yg time opah tgh nazak tu,kaki opah sejuk sgt n opah susah sgt nk b'nafas...ana sedeyh sgt time mak citer tuu...tapi ana xde kat sisi opah time tu...opah,nnti time raya ana lwt opah lagi yee...opah tunggu tau...
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
losing someone
assalamualaikum...
although dah seminggu citer nie b'lalu tapi ak still rase mcm baru je smalam b'laku...
pada hari isnin 25/7/11 merupakan hari g ak xkan lupekan,pagi tu cam biase ak gi skolah n tham hari tu ade assembly kat dlm dwn n majlis p'pisahan sume PK kat skolah ak,pagi tu sumenye b'jln ngan lancar sampailahh ak dipanggil pleh cikgu nazrul time en.azmie tgh bagi ucapan,ak agak kalut gak arr time tuu,yela,tetibe jer kene panggil ngan cikgu,n than ak pergi jumpe cikgu,cikgu ckp parents ak dtg n ak nampak mak,abah n adik ade kat dpn pejabat,time tu mmg ak dah rase ade something bad happen n ak trus pgi jumpe mak ak..
aku : mak,knape nie,ade org meninggal ker???
mak : ana,opah dah meninggal...
time ak dengo mak ak ckp camtu,ak trus peluk mak ak,mmg ak nanges dah time tu,ak rase am x caye jer ngan ape yg mak ak ckp...lps tu,cikgu nazrul bagi kbenaran balek kat ak,ak ak kelam kabut l time tu,ak x sempat pon nk balek dorm,ak just pegi kls ambik bag jer...otw nk ke rumah opah ak,ak tanye mak ak bile opa meninggal n mak ckp opah ak meninggal time mlm ahad tuu...sesampaijer kat umah opah ak,ak nampak dah ramai org kat rumah opah ak,time ak masuk dlm rumah oph ak,ak nampak yg opah ak dah t'baring kaku kat ats tilam kat ruang dpn,ade kain yg tutup bdn n muke opah ak,mmg time tu ak rase cam nk pengsan jer,ak seolah olah x caye yg opah ak yg ade kat dpn ak time tuu,ak ingat lagi yg mak ak bukak kain yg tutup muke opah ak,air mate ak mmg dah xleh nk thn dahh...tapi time tu ak x brani nk pegi jumpe opah ak,ak maseh x dpt trime yg opah ak dah meninggal...
time tu ak nampak sepupu ak tgh bace yasin tuk opah ak n ak pon pegi ambik wuduk n bac yasin tuk opah ak,time ak bace yasin tu pon,air mate ak x henti2 mengalir...
ramai giler yg dtg lwt opah ak time tu,kwn2 mak ak pon dtg n ak nampak mak ak nanges...time tu ak dgr mak ak citer kat kwn2 mak ak sbelum opah ak meninggal,mak ckp yg opah ak start sakit time hari sabtu hari tu sampaikn mak dtg pon opah dah mcm x sedar dahh,mak citer time mlm ahad tu,mak dpt miss called yg opah tgh nazak time family ak baru balek dari KL,tapi mak ak x sempat,opah ak meninggal time mak ak otw nk ke rumah opah ak,mak ckp time tu dah ramai org kat rumah opah ak...
mak,ana ingat lagi time mak suroh ana pegi jumpe opah,tapi ana x sanggup,ana menanges je time tuu...
ak just jumpe opah ak lps opah dah dikapankan,time tu sume sedare mare ak cium dahi opah ak...opahh,opah tahu x yg time tu cume Allah je yg tahu camne perasaan ana,opah,ana dpt lihat ume ank2 n cucu opah nanges time tuu...kitorang sume sedyh sbb opah dah xde...
lebih kurang pukul 11 camtu,opah dah slamat dikebumikan...tapi ana rase sbb kubur opah jauh drpd kubur tok buya walaupun same tnh p'kuburan...opah,ana pasti yg raya tahun nie xkan same mcm raya thn2 lps,thn nie kitornag dah x dpt nk lwt opah kat rumah opah dah cam slalu...ana jamin yg time pagi hari raya nnti ana pasti akn nanges lagi skali...opah,mak ckp yg tahun nie kitorang satu family xkan pegi rumah opah dah cam slalu,taun nie kitorang akn lawat opah ngan tok buya dulu...lepastu ana ade ckp kat mak yg psl gambo yg mak tangkap ngan opah time raye taun lps tu,x sangke yg tu merupakan kenangan terakhir beraya ngan opah...
opah,ana rindu sgt2 dkt opah,dah b'bulan2 ana x dpt jumpe opah sbb rumah ana tgh renovation,mak ade ckp yg opah ade tanye psl ana time opah dtg rumah ana minggu lps tapi time tu ana xde kat rumah sbb ana ade kat skolah,mak pon x sangke yg tu merupakan kali terakhir opah dtg rumah kitorang,mak ckp at least mak rase lega sbb opah sempat mkn ape yg mak masak time hari tu,mak ckp yg time tu opah oke jer cume care opah jln dah mcm x lrt sgt2...opah,opah tahu tak yg time ak balek skolah mlm tu,ana nanges giler2 sbb opah...time tu ana rindu sgt2 dkt opah...ana rindu nk dgr suara opah,ana rindu nk ckp ngan opah,ana rindu sume bende psl opah...
opah,thaks sbb opah dah jage ana time ana kecik2 dulu,ana slalu singgah rumah opah time balek dri tadika kan opah kan..opah slalu suap ana mkn dulu2...ana syg sgt dkt opah,opah,ana ingat lagi time cuti bile ntah yg opah duuk dkt rumah ana,opah citer psl opah dulu2...time ana jwb exam hari selasa hari tu,ana rase cam nk nanges jer sbb ana x dpt nk fokus jwb exam,ana just fikir psl opah jer...sjk opah pegi,ana 24 jam pikir psl opah..opah,tadi mak ade ckp dkt ana yg kalau mak tau yg opah akn tinggalkn kitorang,mak akn tunaikan sume bende yg opah mintak walaupun susah macamane skali pon,ana sedeyh sgt time tu sbb ana paham perasaan mak,opah,tadi dkt ofis mak ade buat bacaan tahlil untuk opah,mesti opah suke kann...opah,mak ckp mungkin minggu nie kitorang akn lawat opah,ana x sabar sgt tau opah,ana rindu sgt dkt opah...opah,ana mintak maaf sbb sbelum nie ana byk kali drop opah kan opah...opah,ana xkan p'nah lupekan opah,ana akn slalu doakn opah,ana sayang opah sgt2,lps nie ana dah xde opah dah...opah,thanks for everything,semoga opah ditempatkan disisi org2 yg beriman...aminn..
although dah seminggu citer nie b'lalu tapi ak still rase mcm baru je smalam b'laku...
pada hari isnin 25/7/11 merupakan hari g ak xkan lupekan,pagi tu cam biase ak gi skolah n tham hari tu ade assembly kat dlm dwn n majlis p'pisahan sume PK kat skolah ak,pagi tu sumenye b'jln ngan lancar sampailahh ak dipanggil pleh cikgu nazrul time en.azmie tgh bagi ucapan,ak agak kalut gak arr time tuu,yela,tetibe jer kene panggil ngan cikgu,n than ak pergi jumpe cikgu,cikgu ckp parents ak dtg n ak nampak mak,abah n adik ade kat dpn pejabat,time tu mmg ak dah rase ade something bad happen n ak trus pgi jumpe mak ak..
aku : mak,knape nie,ade org meninggal ker???
mak : ana,opah dah meninggal...
time ak dengo mak ak ckp camtu,ak trus peluk mak ak,mmg ak nanges dah time tu,ak rase am x caye jer ngan ape yg mak ak ckp...lps tu,cikgu nazrul bagi kbenaran balek kat ak,ak ak kelam kabut l time tu,ak x sempat pon nk balek dorm,ak just pegi kls ambik bag jer...otw nk ke rumah opah ak,ak tanye mak ak bile opa meninggal n mak ckp opah ak meninggal time mlm ahad tuu...sesampaijer kat umah opah ak,ak nampak dah ramai org kat rumah opah ak,time ak masuk dlm rumah oph ak,ak nampak yg opah ak dah t'baring kaku kat ats tilam kat ruang dpn,ade kain yg tutup bdn n muke opah ak,mmg time tu ak rase cam nk pengsan jer,ak seolah olah x caye yg opah ak yg ade kat dpn ak time tuu,ak ingat lagi yg mak ak bukak kain yg tutup muke opah ak,air mate ak mmg dah xleh nk thn dahh...tapi time tu ak x brani nk pegi jumpe opah ak,ak maseh x dpt trime yg opah ak dah meninggal...
time tu ak nampak sepupu ak tgh bace yasin tuk opah ak n ak pon pegi ambik wuduk n bac yasin tuk opah ak,time ak bace yasin tu pon,air mate ak x henti2 mengalir...
ramai giler yg dtg lwt opah ak time tu,kwn2 mak ak pon dtg n ak nampak mak ak nanges...time tu ak dgr mak ak citer kat kwn2 mak ak sbelum opah ak meninggal,mak ckp yg opah ak start sakit time hari sabtu hari tu sampaikn mak dtg pon opah dah mcm x sedar dahh,mak citer time mlm ahad tu,mak dpt miss called yg opah tgh nazak time family ak baru balek dari KL,tapi mak ak x sempat,opah ak meninggal time mak ak otw nk ke rumah opah ak,mak ckp time tu dah ramai org kat rumah opah ak...
mak,ana ingat lagi time mak suroh ana pegi jumpe opah,tapi ana x sanggup,ana menanges je time tuu...
ak just jumpe opah ak lps opah dah dikapankan,time tu sume sedare mare ak cium dahi opah ak...opahh,opah tahu x yg time tu cume Allah je yg tahu camne perasaan ana,opah,ana dpt lihat ume ank2 n cucu opah nanges time tuu...kitorang sume sedyh sbb opah dah xde...
lebih kurang pukul 11 camtu,opah dah slamat dikebumikan...tapi ana rase sbb kubur opah jauh drpd kubur tok buya walaupun same tnh p'kuburan...opah,ana pasti yg raya tahun nie xkan same mcm raya thn2 lps,thn nie kitornag dah x dpt nk lwt opah kat rumah opah dah cam slalu...ana jamin yg time pagi hari raya nnti ana pasti akn nanges lagi skali...opah,mak ckp yg tahun nie kitorang satu family xkan pegi rumah opah dah cam slalu,taun nie kitorang akn lawat opah ngan tok buya dulu...lepastu ana ade ckp kat mak yg psl gambo yg mak tangkap ngan opah time raye taun lps tu,x sangke yg tu merupakan kenangan terakhir beraya ngan opah...
opah,ana rindu sgt2 dkt opah,dah b'bulan2 ana x dpt jumpe opah sbb rumah ana tgh renovation,mak ade ckp yg opah ade tanye psl ana time opah dtg rumah ana minggu lps tapi time tu ana xde kat rumah sbb ana ade kat skolah,mak pon x sangke yg tu merupakan kali terakhir opah dtg rumah kitorang,mak ckp at least mak rase lega sbb opah sempat mkn ape yg mak masak time hari tu,mak ckp yg time tu opah oke jer cume care opah jln dah mcm x lrt sgt2...opah,opah tahu tak yg time ak balek skolah mlm tu,ana nanges giler2 sbb opah...time tu ana rindu sgt2 dkt opah...ana rindu nk dgr suara opah,ana rindu nk ckp ngan opah,ana rindu sume bende psl opah...
opah,thaks sbb opah dah jage ana time ana kecik2 dulu,ana slalu singgah rumah opah time balek dri tadika kan opah kan..opah slalu suap ana mkn dulu2...ana syg sgt dkt opah,opah,ana ingat lagi time cuti bile ntah yg opah duuk dkt rumah ana,opah citer psl opah dulu2...time ana jwb exam hari selasa hari tu,ana rase cam nk nanges jer sbb ana x dpt nk fokus jwb exam,ana just fikir psl opah jer...sjk opah pegi,ana 24 jam pikir psl opah..opah,tadi mak ade ckp dkt ana yg kalau mak tau yg opah akn tinggalkn kitorang,mak akn tunaikan sume bende yg opah mintak walaupun susah macamane skali pon,ana sedeyh sgt time tu sbb ana paham perasaan mak,opah,tadi dkt ofis mak ade buat bacaan tahlil untuk opah,mesti opah suke kann...opah,mak ckp mungkin minggu nie kitorang akn lawat opah,ana x sabar sgt tau opah,ana rindu sgt dkt opah...opah,ana mintak maaf sbb sbelum nie ana byk kali drop opah kan opah...opah,ana xkan p'nah lupekan opah,ana akn slalu doakn opah,ana sayang opah sgt2,lps nie ana dah xde opah dah...opah,thanks for everything,semoga opah ditempatkan disisi org2 yg beriman...aminn..
Saturday, July 9, 2011
sukan bainun
for this time ak nk citer pasal sport day kat bainun...
yang ak suke psl hari sukan taon nie sbb rumah RAZAK jadi JUARAAAAAAAA !!!
cewahh,hebad la razak nie...
mmg hepy sbb mng,yelaa sbb last razak mng taon 2002,fuhh,mmg lame giler tuu,slalunye rumah rahman yg kongker,tapi taun nie razak plak yg kongker yee,syabas diucapkan kepada sume ahli rumah razak !!!
and x dilupekan setinggi2 tahniah kpd KR rumah razak,Azizi n TKRnye,kak Adila...
klau taon lps rumah razak nanges sbb kalah,taon nie rumah razak nanges sbb menang !!!
nie dia itik razak,comey jerr kann,maskot terbaek tuuu
HOPE TAON DEPAN RUMAH RAZAK STILL JADI JUARA LAGI YEAA..
RAZAK INNNNNNNN......HEEHHHRRRGGGG !!!!!!!
yang ak suke psl hari sukan taon nie sbb rumah RAZAK jadi JUARAAAAAAAA !!!
cewahh,hebad la razak nie...
mmg hepy sbb mng,yelaa sbb last razak mng taon 2002,fuhh,mmg lame giler tuu,slalunye rumah rahman yg kongker,tapi taun nie razak plak yg kongker yee,syabas diucapkan kepada sume ahli rumah razak !!!
and x dilupekan setinggi2 tahniah kpd KR rumah razak,Azizi n TKRnye,kak Adila...
klau taon lps rumah razak nanges sbb kalah,taon nie rumah razak nanges sbb menang !!!
nie dia itik razak,comey jerr kann,maskot terbaek tuuu
HOPE TAON DEPAN RUMAH RAZAK STILL JADI JUARA LAGI YEAA..
RAZAK INNNNNNNN......HEEHHHRRRGGGG !!!!!!!
sekali lagiii
I REALLY WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE !!!
DAHLA LISA SURIHANI YG B'LAKON,I ADORE HER VERY MUCH !!!
nora elena de best !!!
citer yg ade kat atas nie best sesangat-sangat tauuuuu,sweetttttt haram arr,bdk bainun ramai giler yg t'gile2 kan citer nie sampai sanggup tgk citer nie time maghrib especially dak fom 3 t'masuklah aksampai penoh bilik rehat tu kitorang kongker,haha,tapi tgk2 kitorang pon kitorang solat tau,x baek burn2 solat nie*cewahh =p,dlm citer nie ak totally crush with AARON AZIZ !!!,yeahhh,he's totlly awesome !!!,dahla hensem,bdn tough plak tuu,haha,mmg cair habes larr..muaahhhh,ILY aaron <3<3<3
look at himmmmm <3
I'M TOTALLY OVER,NGAH3,IGNORE THAT OKE
Friday, July 8, 2011
who says !!!
Lyrics of Who Says – Selena Gomez and the Scene
Wouldn’t wanna be anybody else, hey.
You made my insecure.
To me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge.
When you’re diamond in the rough.
Am sure you got some things.
You like to change about yourself, but when it comes to me I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.
Nananana, nananana
I’m no beauty queen, I’m just beautiful me.
Nananana, nananana
You got every right to a beautiful life.
Come on!
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it. Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
It’s such a funny thing.
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell me what you need.
But it can widen out the the truth.
It’s like a work of art.
But never get to see the lights.
Keep you beneath the stars
Will let you touch the sky.
Nananana, nananana
I’m no beauty queen, I’m just beautiful me.
Nananana, nananana
You got every right to a beautiful night.
Come on!
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it. Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
Who say you’re not star potential, who says you’re presidential.
Who says you can’t be in movies, listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don’t pass a test, who says you can’t be the best, who said, who said.
Would you tell me who said that, yeah.
Who says.
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it. Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it, who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
SUMPAH LAGU NIE BEST !!!
AND KEPADA YAG ADE KAT LUAR2 TUE,BUAT DERK JE YEA NGAN APE YG ORANG LAEN CKP KAT KORANG TU YE,YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE !!!!
Wouldn’t wanna be anybody else, hey.
You made my insecure.
To me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge.
When you’re diamond in the rough.
Am sure you got some things.
You like to change about yourself, but when it comes to me I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.
Nananana, nananana
I’m no beauty queen, I’m just beautiful me.
Nananana, nananana
You got every right to a beautiful life.
Come on!
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it. Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
It’s such a funny thing.
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell me what you need.
But it can widen out the the truth.
It’s like a work of art.
But never get to see the lights.
Keep you beneath the stars
Will let you touch the sky.
Nananana, nananana
I’m no beauty queen, I’m just beautiful me.
Nananana, nananana
You got every right to a beautiful night.
Come on!
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it. Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
Who say you’re not star potential, who says you’re presidential.
Who says you can’t be in movies, listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don’t pass a test, who says you can’t be the best, who said, who said.
Would you tell me who said that, yeah.
Who says.
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it. Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
Who says you’re not perfect, who says you’re not worth it, who says you’re the only one that’s hurting.
Trust me that’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty, who says you’re not beautiful.
Who says!
SUMPAH LAGU NIE BEST !!!
AND KEPADA YAG ADE KAT LUAR2 TUE,BUAT DERK JE YEA NGAN APE YG ORANG LAEN CKP KAT KORANG TU YE,YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE !!!!
Thursday, July 7, 2011
sad newsss
salammmm...
kali nie ak nak mengucapkan takziah kpd sume ahli kluarga kak nini,be strong ye kak nini...
kalau ak di tempat kak nini pon ak rase mcm nk bubuh diri jer time tu,aku x dpt bayangkan rase kehilangan orang yg tersayang dalam hiup kite,klau setiap kali ak memikirkan yg suatu hari nnti mak bapak ak akn tinggalkan ak,mesti ak nanges,ak tak tau camne nak hadapi hari tuu...so,ak lagi rela kalu ak yg pergi dulu drpd diorang sbb ak seriously x sanggup nk hadapinyer...
so pengajarannyer ialah kite mesti hargai ibu bapa kite slagi iorang maseh ade,jgn bile diorang dah xde nnti baru kite nak menyesal kerna nasi sudah menjadi bubur...
pikir2 kanlaaa....
I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH MAK+ABAH !!!!
kali nie ak nak mengucapkan takziah kpd sume ahli kluarga kak nini,be strong ye kak nini...
kalau ak di tempat kak nini pon ak rase mcm nk bubuh diri jer time tu,aku x dpt bayangkan rase kehilangan orang yg tersayang dalam hiup kite,klau setiap kali ak memikirkan yg suatu hari nnti mak bapak ak akn tinggalkan ak,mesti ak nanges,ak tak tau camne nak hadapi hari tuu...so,ak lagi rela kalu ak yg pergi dulu drpd diorang sbb ak seriously x sanggup nk hadapinyer...
so pengajarannyer ialah kite mesti hargai ibu bapa kite slagi iorang maseh ade,jgn bile diorang dah xde nnti baru kite nak menyesal kerna nasi sudah menjadi bubur...
pikir2 kanlaaa....
I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH MAK+ABAH !!!!
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